List of posts

  • The Urge

    I don\’t know what it is but I like it. It\’s like having to go to the bathroom, lol. I used to have it back in New York and a little bit in VA. I suppose for the first year being in Nebraska, but lately that urge has gone away. It\’s almost like a state

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  • Who Me?

    Still on my psalms kick. I don\’t know what it is but I really cant get in to any other reading than the psalms for some reason. I don\’t know if it is just simple enough for me to understand or what but anytime I try to dive in to a passage that is not

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  • Don\'t Tear Me Apart

    So I really haven\’t been as consistent as i would like to be with reading but for some reason i am stuck in Psalms and I can\’t seem to get out. I have tried to read other passages but none seem to really grip me like what I have been reading in the psalms. Lately

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  • Loser Club

    Its crazy because the other weekend, well last weekend we started watching this show called Glee and if you haven\’t seen it then I don\’t recommend starting. The show is based on this high school show choir and how they are at the bottom of the social rankings in the school. They are looked down

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  • At Battles End

    So I said about to months ago, \”welcome back Joel\” and what a cocky thing to say because I was as far from back as i could have possibly have been. I really don\’t have any excuse for the time that i have spent away from my blog. Reason, i would say that it was

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  • Faker Faker Faker

    I have failed at posting in the last 3 weeks.  And since I quite my job in May I think that I have only posted twice. I wasn\’t going more than a week for a while. What the heck happened? Why is it so difficult for me to maintain a solid discipline in things that

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  • I totally sucked this month with the whole blogging thing. I think i managed to conger up a couple of days where I had free time to write about what I have been learning in my time with God. What a sorry excuse anything that I could come up with would be. It is ridiculous

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  • Chaff

    It is pretty much worthless to humans. Its is like feed for animals and that\’s about it. Not your high quality stuff either. The definition is as follows. The husk of the grain that is separated during threshing straw cut up for grain; worthless matter. I have certainly been away way too long. To the

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  • Wrong Direction Effort

    I suck when it comes to relationship and doing what makes my significant other needs. I, instead, do what I think she wants. Sometimes… well most of the times I think I am doing a great job satisfying her needs. I am actually putting forth an effort, then all of a sudden the world comes

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  • I have been completely intoxicated one time and throw-up in the corner of my buddies room in between the bed and the wall. Totally missed the trash can and didn\’t even know it till Monday in school when he told me how pissed his mother was. The morning after wasn\’t bad at all and really didn\’t live up

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