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Well today isn\’t Wednesday and I have seemed to get off my schedule but I don\’t think it is in direct correlation with how I am doing spiritually. I would say that I am doing pretty well in my own life with seeking God but I don\’t want to get too cocky. I have been

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       I am ridiculous. I dont think that there is anyone else in the world that is more deceived sometimes than me. Maybe not deceived by other people but deceived by my own selfish subconscious.When it comes to tricking myself i am my own worst enemy.       I watch this show called \”Lie

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It is late wednesday night when I usually do my writing but I have way too much on my mind and way to scambled of thoughts to comprehend a blog rich now. Frustration failure and selfishness are all around but at the same time major growth in many areas. I will collect my thoughts and

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This week has been mind blowing. From extreme generousity to the birthday of my savior. I have wanted to blog almost ever day this week but the one down fall of the last week has been my laziness and distractions from the things that are important and nessecary in my life. Such as filling out

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I really feel bogged down, like I am in this big jeep and was riding along and all of a sudden hit this mud hole that slowed me way down. This is no unfamiliar place that I am in. I have been here many a times before. Even though I have been here before I

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Wow! I think I have started alot of blogs lately that start with that three letter word. WOW! I am speechless to find another word to describe God and how he works in my life. He is utterly ridiculous. I can\’t comprehend how magnificent he is in his ultimate plan. He not only plans one

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This week has been crazy this week. Part of this week has just been outstanding and I have grown and followed after him with my actions and my speech. On the other hand my thought life has just been absolutely stupid! I have come to the realization that I have just completely ignored my thought

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It\’s difficult for me to tell whether or not I am following Christ the way that I should be and doing what he commands me to do. I think it is harder for me to seek God consistently when I look back and see where I was before and then when I see where I

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It\’s crazy, I get punched in the gut all the time from two guys in my life, and now about every two weeks I get to talk on the phone and I almost feel like I am back in the group again. It\’s getting more scary every week because the longer that I have been

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So I have slacked off big time in the last few days. I really haven\’t been in the word or reading my other two buddy\’s blogs and I haven\’t been doing my devotions or even in the slightest way thinking about God in a way that makes me wanna change. This sucks! I need someone

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