Worshipping Through Song

I don\’t get it with worship music today. What is it? What is it suppose to look like? Is it just some tradition that the church created for people to get more engaged with God or feel like they were close to him? I don\’t know, all I do know is that the more and more advanced the church gets and the more and more people that get up on stage to lead worship and the more and more new songs I have never even heard of are introduced, the more and more I feel like an elderly person in my old church fighting change. The more I want the old songs I worshipped to and praise God with my mouth through. It is odd because often times through the song part of the worship service I feel guilty when I don\’t sing or even know the words to the songs. Is that a false feeling? Am I there to just sing song and to hear an impacting message or is it okay if I tune out the songs and worship throughout the week in my car to my own music and through the songs that I feel express my love for god? Is that wrong? Should I feel guilty? I know I shouldnt condemn the church for it or bad mouth them but through my own actions and thoughts is it okay to feel that way about worship. I don\’t know I am confused.