That\’s exactly what I am. I am so dang selfish. In every aspect of my life lately I feel like it\’s been about me. It\’s been about what will make me happy, what direction do I want my life to go and who do I want with me on that ride. I have been selfish with my girl, selfish with work, selfish on my team, selfish with my money and selfish about me.
I guess the main reason that this came up was because we had a game last after noon. We ended up getting beat by 30 or and then the team goes to leave and there bus won\’t start and I am the only one left because I had to lock up the gym. Thus basketball team is like six hours from their school and they have no place to go. They decide to try and fix the bus, long story short it takes them until around 10:20pm to get it running and I was with them the whole time. I had planned my day so that I could sleep after the game till work so that I was well rested for Sunday so that I could stay up and spend it with the lady. God had different plans. I ended up not sleeping at all. Needless to say it presented many problems.
Here is the issue. I wasn\’t that kind and helpful to the basketball team. I was so worried about me that I forgot to follow Christ. That pissed me off. I trusted him to take care of me before, what the heck is difference now?
God x out that attitude and make me more like you! A servant no matter the cost!
Nos & Rehtaf, Dnabsuh 