So I have slacked off big time in the last few days. I really haven\’t been in the word or reading my other two buddy\’s blogs and I haven\’t been doing my devotions or even in the slightest way thinking about God in a way that makes me wanna change. This sucks! I need someone in my life that can keep me on the narrow path. I guess what pisses me off the most is that my life style hasn\’t really changed much since I have been in nebraska, as a matter of fact it really hasn\’t changed much at all since I left New York. It ticks me off the most because even after a sweet four bros trip and some great encouragement from Godly fallen men in my same place I still made no effort to change.
Now the scary part along with making no changes I kinda mislead myself into thinking that I was doing alright. When in actuality I wasn\’t doing well at all! I looked at my bank statement the other day and it was awful! Holy crap was it awful. I spent money on stupid shit and I could be saving it for way more important things such as a ring. I am a complete idiot when it comes to money.
So today I want to make that change, starting now, no more stupid shit! No more worldly nonsense that I don\’t need. I want to use my money for what will further Gods kingdom and for what I need. Not what I want.
I read Act 1 and 2 today and realize that I haven\’t read in a while and that my knowledge of the bible, blows! I don\’t know my own saviors words to me, i know lines from the office better than I know Gods word and that\’s some scary stuff! God please help me to get off this plateau of just getting by and in to bigger and better things. Use me!
Nos & Rehtaf, Dnabsuh 