Distracting

This week has been mind blowing. From extreme generousity to the birthday of my savior. I have wanted to blog almost ever day this week but the one down fall of the last week has been my laziness and distractions from the things that are important and nessecary in my life. Such as filling out forms, contacting loan agencies, and writing a few letters. My middle name has been procrastination. I am even being tempted to do other things right now instead of blogging. I am ridiculous. I really need to get back on track. I have just been slacking.

I have kept up with love dare and how I am seeking God.has been some of the best in the last few months so its actually been great in that area. I have learned alot about unconditional love and how much he loves me. Its really incredible. I am really on fire but just not doing my part when it comes to my responsibilities. I just wanna ignore them and do what I want. Really selfish actually.

So awesome thing that God did. He provided for my good buddy from home in a few amazing ways. Especially with having his kid with no serious complications and secondly with money that I have procrastinated and haven\’t sent yet! Ahhhhhhh! I f-ing suck!!! But its a good thing that you are so good to me when I completely suck. Its funny cuz I was reading somethig just resently.about how we treat God so awful but yet he still loves us. It was on hosea and how.he married a prostitute name gomer. You can just imagine but hosea was faithful even when gomer was off banging some other dudes. I am.not of banging other dudes but the way I treat God rivals with that.

Wow I just went off. But that was really convicting when I read.it and kinda makes me wanna go.read.and.study.more about it. I don\’t wanna be gomer. I don\’t wanna freest God like that. God help me to be faithful. And my love dare today was to eraticate all the distractions in my life and I pray that you would help me do that. Help me to become less distracted and more proscribe. I love you God.