There is a difference between God and I. (obviously) I am speaking in reference to anger. I can remember even in the last year being so angry that I just want to rip some ones head clean off. Like the fit of rage that you just want to destroy anything in your close proximity. I can even remember in practice I over reached to something my team was doing. I got so frustrated that I wanted to kick someones face in. A better analogy tho is perhaps when I drive. I think of most people on the road as inferior to me. Especially if they are woman. I get so angry when people don\’t drive as perfect as I do. Obviously i am delusional if i believe I am a perfect driver and that everyone is inferior. I was reading in Habakkuk and came across this…
Habakkuk’s Complaint
but you do not listen? <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(C)\”>
Or cry out to you, “Violence!”
but you do not save? <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(D)\”>
3 Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(E)\”>wrongdoing? <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(F)\”>
Destruction and violence <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(G)\”>are before me;
there is strife, <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(H)\”>and conflict abounds.
4 Therefore the law <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(I)\”>is paralyzed,
and justice never prevails.
The wicked hem in the righteous,
so that justice <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(J)\”>is perverted.<sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(K)\”>
The Lord’s Answer
and be utterly amazed. <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(L)\”>
For I am going to do something in your days
that you would not believe,
even if you were told. <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(M)\”>
6 I am raising up the Babylonians,<sup class="footnote" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="[a]\”>[a] <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(N)\”>
that ruthless and impetuous people,
who sweep across the whole earth <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(O)\”>
to seize dwellings not their own. <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(P)\”>
7 They are a feared and dreaded people; <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(Q)\”>
they are a law to themselves
and promote their own honor.
8 Their horses are swifter <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(R)\”>than leopards,
fiercer than wolves <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(S)\”>at dusk.
Their cavalry gallops headlong;
their horsemen come from afar.
They fly like an eagle swooping to devour;
9 they all come intent on violence.
Their hordes<sup class="footnote" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="[b]\”>[b] advance like a desert wind
and gather prisoners <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(T)\”>like sand.
10 They mock kings
and scoff at rulers. <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(U)\”>
They laugh at all fortified cities;
by building earthen ramps <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(V)\”>they capture them.
11 Then they sweep past like the wind <sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(W)\”>and go on—
guilty people, whose own strength is their god.”<sup class="crossreference" style="font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(X)\”>

I'm feeling the same way. Good stuff man
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