This will probably be a short post because for some reason when I post from my iPod it tends to be shorter. I have actually started to tackle my bible and relationship with God. From previous posts I have been struggling hard. Trying to find that motivation and drive I once had. To be something better. To care. The R4G boom that buddy\’s of mine introduced has given me this kick start that I need. There is motivation there. Purpose. Meaning. I have been stuck in this falseness of religion for far too long. People walking around knowing it all and claiming to be perfect follower. I have fallen in to there fake reality.
This is heck a nnoying because I just blogged quite a bit and it got erase. Ugh. Anyways. I am just going to skip the middle part. This is probably the scariest shit I have encountered in a long time anyways.
James 1:14-15 (NIV)
but each person is tempted when they are dragged away by their own evil desire and enticed. [15] Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.
When I am deeply in closed in my own sin this scared me half to death. I don\’t know how it isn\’t. Especially lately when all these reports of shootings and death. It puts in prospective that any day could be my last. I don\’t want to go out like some chump. I want to hear well done. Good and faithful servant. I want to be crazy enough to think that I can change this messed up word that we live in!!!
Nos & Rehtaf, Dnabsuh 