My Future

\”2011 is coming up all Darrell. My future wont get determined by 5 tiny white balls. it will be determined buy two big black balls.\” One of my favorite quotes from \”The Office\”. I just looked at my posts over the last few years and it started out okay and then hit a high in 2011 then went back down again. Last year was the worst tho. 6 times is all that i posted in the year 2013. Only 6 times was i even remotely close to God. This is an accurate picture of my spiritual walk with Christ. I was lost last year. very very lost. 2014 will be different. I am closer to God again. I am battling daily instead of giving up daily. I am fighting along side other men. It is about victory. Victory over sin. Victory over death. Victory of the devil. But only through Christ is this possible. I have always known that i cant do this on my own. But i didnt care for a while. It was convenient to just keep it to my self and not fight for what i know is right. How is it possible that i could forget so easily. Like Darrell my future will not be lived cowarding in the corner like a pansey girl, it will be lived with two big black ball, not shying away but battling for every inch of ground that can be gain.