Author Archives: Son, Father, Brother

Well I got a nice kick in the pants from a solid friend. One I really needed because I spent the entire weekend in South Dakota with no cell service and I didn’t write a single word. I have plenty of opportunity. It was a great reflection time but I now have no record ofContinue reading “My Own Understanding”

Like I tool I was just searching the internet for a verse that I could use for this topic. Through the middle of my searching, after getting frustrated, I came to the realization that I wasn’t going to find a way. The bible/ scripture are the words of God and in order to understand theseContinue reading “Sober Up Dummy”

Choices I hate choices. I make a billion of them a day. I am constantly making choices and every single one of them point my life in a direction that God already knows. Whether I am sitting at my desk at work, driving home, or chilling before bed I am constantly making choices. Some ofContinue reading “Dr. God”

Recently I spoke at a school for troubled kids. These kids have been kicked out of school or suspended because of their actions and unruly behavior. I was asked to speak on very short notice. I was going to just tell my testimony and that is how it started out. I used John 1:1-3. TheContinue reading “Mauled by Bears”

Don’t worry this is not a rebellious mind set and I am not walking away from Christianity or following God. This is simple the realization that this is how I am living. I am king at justifying to myself. I can beat myself every time. Either I am just that good or a dumbass thatContinue reading “It\'s About Me”

     This is like crazy. I am not quite back to where I was before the brothers but it is beginning to be uncontrolled again. I am reading about every other day or so and I think that because I have not been reading with my wife I am becoming more and more defensiveContinue reading “Jesus’ Fish Pockets”

Well I am at work and this is probably not the thing I should be doing but I am weak spiritually right now. Recently I have been back to where I was before I spoke with my buddy on that one morning. I think I mentioned yesterday that when I reached the state that IContinue reading “Wisdom (The Ninja Body Guard)”

Today on the way to work I stopped to get gas and while doing so I noticed that my tire was low. After finishing at the gas pump I drove to the air pump to fill it up. As I was getting done I was approached by a man who had been walking for aContinue reading “The Fact Book”

I know nothing about the Sabbath day. I know that in the Ten Commandments that God\’s says, 8 “Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. 9 Six days you shall labor and do all your work, 10 but the seventh day is a sabbath to the LORD your God. On it you shall notContinue reading “Working Too Hard?”

I feel so far off the mark. My daily walk with Christ has been me walking in one direction and God in the other. I am not following or attempting to follow. I have lost the urge to go to church and therefore am not leading my wife in the right direction. I dont makeContinue reading “Distant”