Author Archives: Son, Father, Brother

It is incredible how undisciplined that I am when I am by myself. It\’s like a young dog peeing on the floor right after his master comes home from a long vacation. I would think that as a 25 year old adult I would be able to control when and where I pee. It alwaysContinue reading “Pee on the Floor”

Over the last year, almost exactly I took off for VA and from then til now it has been total surrender of every aspect of my life for the most part. Mainly with big decisions. If there has been a door that has opened I have lifted my hands and walked though it. For meContinue reading “Total Surrender”

Alixzander is a kid that I work with at my job. The relationship that I have with him and that he has with other staff remind me of how I treat God. Its crazy because I tend to think a lot about the kids that I work with and whether they realize it or notContinue reading “Alixzander”

I was there. My life is such like a roller coaster when it comes to my spiritual life that I have found it to become harder and harder to maintain consistency in my life. I have gotten to the point where I have allowed soft core things to creep into what I watch and haveContinue reading “I Am Not Here”

So I have been on this Paul kick. I missed a day in proverbs and since then I have been reading in Acts. I started out there after my slight blow up of frustration about \”guys group\” and some of the guys in it. I realized through talking to c and reading about Paul andContinue reading “That Guy”

It is kinda frustrating for me as I sit back and listen to what \”guys group\” has become in the last year since I have left. I don\’t write this to blame because there is not anyone to blame. I don\’t right this to try and figure out where it went wrong because those ofContinue reading “Guys Group or Boys Group”

I think that this has been the longest that I have gone without writing in a long time. Usually I have been keeping up with it one or two times a week. I think when I hit a plateau with my spiritual growth (right after a rockin week) I tend to go longer without blogging.Continue reading “Been A While”

Ugh… that\’s how I would describe how I feel right now. I mean my spiritual life is consistent and reading and blogging are up there, but it seems as tho every other facet of my life is controlled by this bitch called inconsistent. My eating habits, the way I spend money, my thought life, etc.Continue reading “Inconsistency the Bitch and Wisdom the Body Guard”

The more and more that I read Proverbs, the more and more it becomes obvious to me that God did not make thing complicated for us. We are just idiots. That\’s really the bottom line when you just read what he says. The truths are so simple and so plan black and white its stupid.Continue reading “More and More”

Well its been longer than its normally been since I have been on my blog. I don\’t know if that\’s a good thing or but I am here now. Its hard to believe that I havent been and when you start to forget what you wrote about last time it really has been too long.Continue reading “The Fear of the Lord”