Author Archives: Son, Father, Brother

It\’s difficult for me to tell whether or not I am following Christ the way that I should be and doing what he commands me to do. I think it is harder for me to seek God consistently when I look back and see where I was before and then when I see where IContinue reading “Am I A Good Follower?”

It\’s crazy, I get punched in the gut all the time from two guys in my life, and now about every two weeks I get to talk on the phone and I almost feel like I am back in the group again. It\’s getting more scary every week because the longer that I have beenContinue reading “Gut Punch”

So I have slacked off big time in the last few days. I really haven\’t been in the word or reading my other two buddy\’s blogs and I haven\’t been doing my devotions or even in the slightest way thinking about God in a way that makes me wanna change. This sucks! I need someoneContinue reading “Back To Acts”

I am at work right now and I started to play games on my iPod and then i realized that I have not journaled in a while and that I can tell that I am slowly heading off track a little and letting my desires and wants get in the way. It is this viciousContinue reading “What Am I Doing?”

That\’s exactly what I am. I am so dang selfish. In every aspect of my life lately I feel like it\’s been about me. It\’s been about what will make me happy, what direction do I want my life to go and who do I want with me on that ride. I have been selfishContinue reading “Selfish Piece of Crap”

I find myself in a similar position that I have been before. Late at night, all alone, in a dark dark place but this time I an reading Gods word and talking to him. Incredible difference from life before to life now. The strides in my life from a pornographic stand point have been closeContinue reading “Struggling Satisfaction”

Sitting here at 5 in the morning trying to read and learn about leadership at work. Reading in 2 Samuel about David and Saul. Mainly about how David was a successful leader and how Saul wasn\’t as successful. Well at least that\’s what I am getting. And the reason why David was better is becauseContinue reading “Leadership”

I along with my girlfriend have just picked up a few books from the book store in the lines on devotionals, in order to consistently be in the word of God. I had bee doing okay for a while on my own reading but I was afraid that I was really just focused on myselfContinue reading “Accepting Responsibility”

So I haven\’t regularly been on talking about my life lately because first I have had two really amazing talks with this lady about Christ, Church, and Christianity. She is someone I work with and hopefully I keep working with her because she is someone that I could have an amazing impact on through thisContinue reading “Deny My Self”

Lately I have just been stress out alot. I have been coach and some crazy things have been going on with that and I don\’t know. I miss my guys! A lot! There is no doubt about it! I miss the heck out of them because they got it. I talked to my basketball playersContinue reading “Overwhelmed”