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Ugh… that\’s how I would describe how I feel right now. I mean my spiritual life is consistent and reading and blogging are up there, but it seems as tho every other facet of my life is controlled by this bitch called inconsistent. My eating habits, the way I spend money, my thought life, etc.Continue reading “Inconsistency the Bitch and Wisdom the Body Guard”

The more and more that I read Proverbs, the more and more it becomes obvious to me that God did not make thing complicated for us. We are just idiots. That\’s really the bottom line when you just read what he says. The truths are so simple and so plan black and white its stupid.Continue reading “More and More”

Well its been longer than its normally been since I have been on my blog. I don\’t know if that\’s a good thing or but I am here now. Its hard to believe that I havent been and when you start to forget what you wrote about last time it really has been too long.Continue reading “The Fear of the Lord”

Well today isn\’t Wednesday and I have seemed to get off my schedule but I don\’t think it is in direct correlation with how I am doing spiritually. I would say that I am doing pretty well in my own life with seeking God but I don\’t want to get too cocky. I have beenContinue reading “Wisdom”

       I am ridiculous. I dont think that there is anyone else in the world that is more deceived sometimes than me. Maybe not deceived by other people but deceived by my own selfish subconscious.When it comes to tricking myself i am my own worst enemy.       I watch this show called \”LieContinue reading “Self-deception”

It is late wednesday night when I usually do my writing but I have way too much on my mind and way to scambled of thoughts to comprehend a blog rich now. Frustration failure and selfishness are all around but at the same time major growth in many areas. I will collect my thoughts andContinue reading “Frustration”

This week has been mind blowing. From extreme generousity to the birthday of my savior. I have wanted to blog almost ever day this week but the one down fall of the last week has been my laziness and distractions from the things that are important and nessecary in my life. Such as filling outContinue reading “Distracting”

I really feel bogged down, like I am in this big jeep and was riding along and all of a sudden hit this mud hole that slowed me way down. This is no unfamiliar place that I am in. I have been here many a times before. Even though I have been here before IContinue reading “Bogged Down”

Wow! I think I have started alot of blogs lately that start with that three letter word. WOW! I am speechless to find another word to describe God and how he works in my life. He is utterly ridiculous. I can\’t comprehend how magnificent he is in his ultimate plan. He not only plans oneContinue reading “Unreal Creator”

This week has been crazy this week. Part of this week has just been outstanding and I have grown and followed after him with my actions and my speech. On the other hand my thought life has just been absolutely stupid! I have come to the realization that I have just completely ignored my thoughtContinue reading “What A Week (how bad do I want him)”