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It\’s difficult for me to tell whether or not I am following Christ the way that I should be and doing what he commands me to do. I think it is harder for me to seek God consistently when I look back and see where I was before and then when I see where IContinue reading “Am I A Good Follower?”

It\’s crazy, I get punched in the gut all the time from two guys in my life, and now about every two weeks I get to talk on the phone and I almost feel like I am back in the group again. It\’s getting more scary every week because the longer that I have beenContinue reading “Gut Punch”

So I have slacked off big time in the last few days. I really haven\’t been in the word or reading my other two buddy\’s blogs and I haven\’t been doing my devotions or even in the slightest way thinking about God in a way that makes me wanna change. This sucks! I need someoneContinue reading “Back To Acts”

I am at work right now and I started to play games on my iPod and then i realized that I have not journaled in a while and that I can tell that I am slowly heading off track a little and letting my desires and wants get in the way. It is this viciousContinue reading “What Am I Doing?”

I find myself in a similar position that I have been before. Late at night, all alone, in a dark dark place but this time I an reading Gods word and talking to him. Incredible difference from life before to life now. The strides in my life from a pornographic stand point have been closeContinue reading “Struggling Satisfaction”

That\’s exactly what I am. I am so dang selfish. In every aspect of my life lately I feel like it\’s been about me. It\’s been about what will make me happy, what direction do I want my life to go and who do I want with me on that ride. I have been selfishContinue reading “Selfish Piece of Crap”

Sitting here at 5 in the morning trying to read and learn about leadership at work. Reading in 2 Samuel about David and Saul. Mainly about how David was a successful leader and how Saul wasn\’t as successful. Well at least that\’s what I am getting. And the reason why David was better is becauseContinue reading “Leadership”

I along with my girlfriend have just picked up a few books from the book store in the lines on devotionals, in order to consistently be in the word of God. I had bee doing okay for a while on my own reading but I was afraid that I was really just focused on myselfContinue reading “Accepting Responsibility”

So I haven\’t regularly been on talking about my life lately because first I have had two really amazing talks with this lady about Christ, Church, and Christianity. She is someone I work with and hopefully I keep working with her because she is someone that I could have an amazing impact on through thisContinue reading “Deny My Self”

I don\’t get it with worship music today. What is it? What is it suppose to look like? Is it just some tradition that the church created for people to get more engaged with God or feel like they were close to him? I don\’t know, all I do know is that the more andContinue reading “Worshipping Through Song”