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In my life right now and my closeness to God is great. Well if I am honest with myself it is more like good. I have caught myself reading more about technology and current event than the bible. I hate reading and yet it captivates me more to read about the new phone that isContinue reading “Man Problem (ego)”

I have spent a long time away from this blog of mine. It has nothing to do with time, because i have had all the time in the world to be able to record what I have been learning in my walk with God. The truth is there really hasn’t been much of a walkContinue reading “Bet You Can\'t Catch Me”

I am back to square one again with my walk with Christ. I talked to my player last night about what happens when it feels like things are going well in our lives. We often stop trusting and rely on ourselves. We tend to take plays off in life. Ease off the gas petal aContinue reading “Square One”

This R4G book has got me in the mood of venting how i feel with no regard for what other think. I like it in a way but can also get dangerous. I feel this over whelming sense of power. Its almost like the feeling you get when you take an energy pill. For aboutContinue reading “Venting”

This will probably be a short post because for some reason when I post from my iPod it tends to be shorter. I have actually started to tackle my bible and relationship with God. From previous posts I have been struggling hard. Trying to find that motivation and drive I once had. To be somethingContinue reading “Fired Up”

Recently I started reading the R4G book again per the push of a friend. I am beginning to remember why I believe, what i believe and how i cant stand all of the people that i work with because they are perfect Christians. I gave the book to a player of mine to read aContinue reading “On the up tick”

Stuck in space and time. I have so much on my plate and no motivation to do any of it. Katie found out that I struggled while we were married. History was left on my phone and then showed up as i was not paying attention to it. Needless to say the 3-4 days afterContinue reading “Eh…”

There are no surprises in heaven. This is a thought that I have been breaking on for a week. It’s the inverse thought that most will think when they first see the title. I have time and time again heard the sayings that explain that not everyone who thinks that they are saved will beContinue reading “Surprise”

I don’t think that there is any other way to say it but I am back into the lion’s den again. I have fought the draw back to the pit I was once in before. Not seeking brothers to pull me out, set me on solid ground and keep me far away has been myContinue reading “Benaiah”

I wrote this last week but forgot to post it.   So basically I only have 20mins before practice but I figured that I would write as much about this as I could before I had to leave. I would have started earlier but I of course was distracted. Depression is something that I reallyContinue reading “Depressed”