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I am at work right now and I started to play games on my iPod and then i realized that I have not journaled in a while and that I can tell that I am slowly heading off track a little and letting my desires and wants get in the way. It is this viciousContinue reading “What Am I Doing?”

I find myself in a similar position that I have been before. Late at night, all alone, in a dark dark place but this time I an reading Gods word and talking to him. Incredible difference from life before to life now. The strides in my life from a pornographic stand point have been closeContinue reading “Struggling Satisfaction”

That\’s exactly what I am. I am so dang selfish. In every aspect of my life lately I feel like it\’s been about me. It\’s been about what will make me happy, what direction do I want my life to go and who do I want with me on that ride. I have been selfishContinue reading “Selfish Piece of Crap”

Sitting here at 5 in the morning trying to read and learn about leadership at work. Reading in 2 Samuel about David and Saul. Mainly about how David was a successful leader and how Saul wasn\’t as successful. Well at least that\’s what I am getting. And the reason why David was better is becauseContinue reading “Leadership”

I along with my girlfriend have just picked up a few books from the book store in the lines on devotionals, in order to consistently be in the word of God. I had bee doing okay for a while on my own reading but I was afraid that I was really just focused on myselfContinue reading “Accepting Responsibility”

So I haven\’t regularly been on talking about my life lately because first I have had two really amazing talks with this lady about Christ, Church, and Christianity. She is someone I work with and hopefully I keep working with her because she is someone that I could have an amazing impact on through thisContinue reading “Deny My Self”

I don\’t get it with worship music today. What is it? What is it suppose to look like? Is it just some tradition that the church created for people to get more engaged with God or feel like they were close to him? I don\’t know, all I do know is that the more andContinue reading “Worshipping Through Song”

Lately I have just been stress out alot. I have been coach and some crazy things have been going on with that and I don\’t know. I miss my guys! A lot! There is no doubt about it! I miss the heck out of them because they got it. I talked to my basketball playersContinue reading “Overwhelmed”

So I have been reading a very good friend of mines blog and it has actually been very revealing. He has been working through Malachi and challenge me immensely, not as much through what he has been learning (don\’t get me wrong I have learned a ton and searched out for myself concepts and meanings)Continue reading “Sweet Background Music”

It occurred to me the other day that I do not fear God like I should. I have turned my back on that lion that used to sit in my room. I have forgotten about him and therefore started on this path of fulfilling my own desires, wants, and needs rather than the almighty powerfulContinue reading “Scared Shitless Again”